my father keeps wanting to spend time with me.
i am all he has, apparently.
he has no friends and he's not close to his siblings...
it's just me.

and all i want is for him to leave me alone.
how selfish is that?
i can't even be with him in his most painful time.
i just want him to stop being so clingy, to stop calling me, to stop asking me to stay home and to stop talking to me even.
but if he leaves me alone, then he will be alone.


but i honest to God wish that he would just leave. me. alone.